Aww YEaaaahhhh

bitches. Christmas Break feels so gooood. Loooovee it.
And here i am, wasting my free time planning my debut, facebooking, youtube-ing, and blogging.. OH! and watching tv and eating. I should really balance that out with working out but i'm sick. Gracias hermano -_-
Man, but what i REALLLy want to do is read. I finished a book but it wasn't satisfying since it hellla reminded me of Twilight, which pissed me off all the more. Gosh darn it. hahaha i spent freaking 10 bucks on it.

Wen to simbang gabi today.. for the first time this year. it was aight, niggahhh

guess what i'm wearing right now, Christmas toe-socks... (is that what they're called?)

By the way, my GPA will be my doom.... once my parent sees, it BYE social life--HAH! but It wouldn't matter anyway since i barely go out in public. haha how sad - sigh - but it's true; cellphone (Actually, i wouldn't be affected by that sort of punishment since they do it often. SO i can live without my phone [: ) But internet?! ughhh

i've eaten clam chowder for the past 2 days now. Its getting disgusting

no interesting stories at the moment. . .

Merry Christmas Ya'll
Fuckin 2nd semester seniors bitches yeeeeeeeee

Good day

today was a good day.

had plenty of good laughs in the morning..

but one thing... SCHOOL! give me freakin motivation! i needa raise my gpa, freakin 3.2

crime?-->hid my progress report from parentals

i'm happy ":]

fragmented thoughts.

stop procrastinating and off to work.

ps. Friends, thanks for being my friends
(no sarcasm intended)

Had a good cry...

Note: if you are stressed, do not read this post. I repeat, do not...

SCHOOL SCHOOL. SCHOOL. SCHOOL. SCHOOL. SCHOOOLLLLL!! I might as well sing a song about you. Better yet, students, children, PEOPLE of my generation, why dont we start a new genre of music. Let us be like those slaves during Jefferson's time, when they'd plow the field and sing songs to ease their pain. Except, we will be singing when we study and cram information that seem to unceasingly end...

School, oh school.
School gave me a good cry today
Ya Ya Ya Ya

HAHAHA how lame. schools lame.
its hot.
i'm writing like Camus's "The STranger"
its annoying
i sound so monotonous
dudde so much to do

FAILED ap gov... :[

stressed.

1. AP Government Essay!
2. Finish TA work for Wilson!!!
3. College Applications
   a] Teacher Recommendations (must ask BLANC! i hope she remembers!)
   b] Counselor recommendations (sheets must be filled)
   c] COLLEGE ESSAYS!!!!!! (yes, its plural)
4. Community Service Hours
5. Read POWER GAME!!
6. Get Debut planning stuff going!!
7. STUDY FOR SATS! AND ACTS!
8. WHEN will i DRIVE?!
9. All my grades are B's and C's! alsdkfj

Story of my life.

unloved.

bullshit.
>:[
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCHOOL

hell yeah, i'm talking about school. even though we have freakin 3 weeks of sumemr left. OMg, i'm such a hypocrite. Tracey and Shelly came over today, and we were just talking about how annoying people are; people who count how many summer days are left.

i'm stressed out!

1. i haven't ordered by summer books yet
2. havn't started searching for colleges yet, let alone scholarships and all that
3. i have 14 freakin classes!
4. i haven't started college touring whatsoever
5. my parents are bugging me about my cotillion

yeah, wow. way to get stressed over 5 bulleted things. HAHAHA

off to reno friday! :d

now i remember why i dont like blogging and all that, this always has to be updated somehow. blehhh

FREEDOM

Fo sho! :]

my parentals actually let me out of the house today to hang out with friends!
man, yes.. this is a big deal to me.

10AM - Michelle picks me up to watch Transformers, which is pretty good. Damn, Megan Fox is so freakin hot. -_- and As for the Commander dude, ;] i like him. hahahaha
2PM'ish - Eat at Pizza My Heart
2 to 3PM - St. Francis & dropped off Kathy Dong at her place
4PM - Went home.
5PM - Left again* after getting picked up by Marissa *never happens
6to8PM - Red Lobster
And now i'm home.

yeah, it was great.
i was out and about with friends
hahahaha SUMMER

i still can't believe i'm a senior now. most of my friends are driving.

Life is good.

by the way, UP was great!
Point! and i'm out :]

I want my own TSHIRT!

short and simple. stayed home but had fun by spending quality time with cousins. :]

My cousin's birthday is tomorrow. and he won't stop reminding us. not a problem though.

i want SIMs 3 SO BAD!

So my cousin was the last to take a shower, and my brother, Patricia, and i were making fun of my cousin for smelling like Shrek! So he was well-determined to take a shower until an obstacle got in the way. My 7 year old cousin didn't have a tshirt to go along with his pajamas...no he didn't have a tshirt...Period. cause they were all in the laundry basket. So, he starts crying. O MY GOSH. boy does he cry :]

Made a great snack today. Ritz with peanut butter & thin sliced apples. Yumm

Pilfer: to steal

"i'm funny" hehehe

I left my heart in San Francisco

Honestly! I did.

There was a consistent chilly breeze that tickled my face to numbness while I walked down Fisherman's Warf in San Francisco. Loved it! It was about 6:30 in the evening, and the sky was partly cloudy. Many interesting people walked along with us, but kinda scared me though cause some seemed really creepy... not gonna lie. hahaha My poor grandma was so tired from all that walking. So once we got to Hooters, she was sweating.
So as i walked in with my mom, brother, older cousin and his wife, i noticed that it was mostly guys. -_- well, what should i expect? It is Hooters and their ads, obviously, work--sex appeal!
Anyway, we were late but there was more than enough chicken to fill our grumbling stomaches. They were good! After a while, though, i started getting disgusted with myself and the food cause i ate hella chicken that seemed overly greased(?).

Highlight: This scene was so shocking to me. Their behavior was down right rude but then again... it was hilarious when it happened!
People:

AJ -- My nephew who graduated middle school and is now off to Westmoore HS
Chauncey -- AJ's cousin; my 8-11 yr old nephew [not sure of age] (i'm not a bad aunt at all)
Dot* -- Chauncey's Dad [*name changed]

Scene: At the table, AJ was entertaining his guests of 9, including me, by telling embarassing stories about his cousin, Chauncey. All of a sudden, Chauncey comes up behind AJ, licks his right palm and smacks it on AJ's face! Immediately, AJ smacks Chauncey right back! EVERYone at the table starts laughing--omg!
Aj's second reaction: "Uncle Dot*, Chauncey started it!"
Supressing a grin, Kuya Dot didn't do anything but look on with amusement. Because of his somewhat passive reaction, Chauncey took it as another initiative to do his lick-palm-and-wipe-on-Aj's-face again. This time on the other side of AJ's face. OMGD. It was so horrific yet so entertaining.

My family is so...different. They seem so random and animitated!
"Yellow belt? psh, i can get a yellow belt! Stick it in the washer and 'pssss'" -AJ (now that i think of it, i dont understand why this is so funny. haha)

Seriously:
Hooters waitresses. My mom finally noted that most of them were "young". And i'd have to agree. How can they actually work here? I saw men look at them lustfully; it was down right disturbing! So i tried not to look up because i felt like i was degrading their womanly dignity whenever i looked at them work. Dang, if Mr. Daniel's wanted to get hold of a prostitute to talk to his Social Justice class, why not just ask a Hooter's waitress? Now i'm not comparing the Hooter's waitresses to being prostitutes. But seriously, how could these women work in that kind of environment? Just curious.

I lOVE San Francisco! It wasn't foggy when we were walking back to the car. On our way, we stopped by the shops and i bought a shirt. I dont know, i just really enjoyed it. asldkfj just thinking about it makes me smile :] i just hope i get to do it again someday, this time with friends or a friend.

PS. "The reason why your driving sucks is because you have too much sugar. You need to excercise so that you won't get too sleepy too easily. If so, Your obese because thats how obese people are."
But other than that, wtf? 0_0 What does that have to do with driving? Just because it makes you sick, mom, doesn't mean you can go blaming dad's poor driving with some random excuse you throw at him once in a while. For instance, his bad diet, lack of excercise, being too sleepy all the time (omg, i just realized tht thats really disturbing), bad driving...
But then, Dad's driving during the whole traffic part of the trip was making me sick. Break--gas--break--gas--break--break! Omg! And on top of that was Mom's complaints and overly dramatic threats of throwing up.

Its a Start

Brother's Graduation today. woke up early and then off to stand in line to get seats. I have to admit though that my 6th grade graduation in 2004 (i believe?) was much more exciting and energetic than his. i was greatly disappointed by the students cause they weren't clapping or cheering for one another. Plus, they didn't even have music or announce that the kids were coming in!! But sa'll good because we got a good view of my brother so we were able to take pictures of him. hahaha

then ate at Red Lobster. I dont know, i've never liked it there. Their biscuits are good though! Thank god their free. hahaha

then went home for a bit, and i took a nap. Around 6, went to Applebees. :] yeah, Applebees and Macaroni Grill, those are the places where you'll find my family and i, usually. Anyway there was 14 of us. I sat with my nephews and brother. Then my Cousin irvine came. Overall, it was fun. i enjoyed their company. So many people were graduating that day! Apparently, all the milpitas elementary kids were graduating on the same day? No wonder the whole place was busy and packed!

Anyway, i was having a dilemma about my cousin's graduation and my brothers. I wanted to attend his at Fremont High School but i couldn't since i had to go my brother's little "reception" at Applebees. Thank God, after bugging my mother, she let me make it up to my cousin by going to his house along with my other cousins. I owe him so much of my time cause when he graduated 8th grade, Katrina (my cousin whose in Texas at the moment) and i were at Great America. blehh long story short, i really wanted to be there for my Cousin's grad ceremony.
graduation parties aren't over yet! i have 3 more to attend to i believe

hooters tomorrow! first time ever. ehhh, idk if i should be excited.

anyway, i'd like to share something that gave me the chills. once again, yahoo featured something interesting that caught my attention :]
wait, why a smilie face. it shold be 0_0
Titled: Tragedy after Tragedy
http://www.nbcchicago.com/news/us_world/NATL-Woman-Who-Missed-Flight-447-Killed-in-Car-Crash.html?yhp=1

bleh. this blog just tells and tells.

The Library

Yes, the Milpitas Library is great. Why? Because it's new and has a quiet area study zone, hidden and quite isolated. Nonetheless, teens have their own section and what not but Oh My "skinny"G'eans! They. dont. have. books. that complete. the damn. series. I. So. BADLY. want. to READ!! MAN. do you know how much that pissed me off? no, not pissed but pisses (me off)... it was such a great book and everything. hahaha
so here it goes.
went to the shelf. picked out a random book. looked at the cover. yes it was interesting. read it within a day or so. learned that it was the SECOND book of this trilogy thing. Also discovered that the library didn't have the 3rd book but said it had the 1st book. Went back to the library only to find out that they didnt have the 3rd OR the 1st.
and note, this wasn't the first time.

bleh. there goes my reading
but i'm excited for Yanna's books she's willing to lend me. yay! there goes my bright side

Cousins are coming! Cousins are coming! Excited? Yeah :]

Then there goes Driver's Ed? man, i dont know what to do. i seriously don't.

Senior classes? Theresa's been scaring me 'cause that girl is telling me all about her schedule change. Apparently, she's easily swayed by what her brother's telling her about hard classes she'll be taking. 0_0 man, i'd lie if i said her worries weren't getting to me...oh but they are!

dinner today. HAHAHA i choked on my water as i got up with my banana in hand. THANK GOD i didn't start choking in front of the table. that would have been a disaster! BAHAHAHA :D that was the highlight of my day. it was like i snorted up water, but i didn't, and choked on it at the same time. It also burned!

and yes, i'm still waiting for my summer to begin...i haven't had that "beginning-of-summer-set-off-by-a-grand-summer-day" yet.

Pessimistic much?

Thought so. thats why when i saw this article featured on Yahoo.com, i checked it out... and while i was reading, i kept trying to find which one best described me.. ehh. idk if i am one of them toxic personalities...
check it out brahh :]
http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/life/8-toxic-personalities-to-avoid-461078/

Yay! Last day of Spanish. Came in, hoping I'd take my oral tomorrow...turns out, i was numero cuatro! bahahaha it was great. "Donde se puede encontrar el Lago Titicaca y porque es importante?" The heck?! Since when did we learn about a lake? AHAHAH omg, my response was so bad... it went something like this:

Me: "El Lago Titicaca es en"
Senora interrupts: "esta!"
"...esta en Bolivia y es importante porque Bolivia no tiene un coneccion al mar"
[the heck? is conneccion hahah is that even a spanish word?!]

BAHAHAHA. SO i said, the lake Titicaca is in Bolivia and is important because Bolivia doesn't have a connection to the ocean. WTF?! HAHAHA no wonder she looked at me weird. But whatever :] She likes me... i think.. or at least i like to think so. LOL

US History, :[ i got a 116 our of 116 on my geography final! But why wasn't my name up on the "116" Club. Man, discrimination... ughhh...
Apparently the person who fckin stole the test hasn't been caught yet. OMG!! THAT PERSON NEEDS TO ROT. Seriously, i needed that curve for our WWII History tests, which wasn't given because that person hasn't confessed yet.
I dont understand why they can't just go up to the person and just kick 'em out! But i find it weird how nobody even knows about it and how people even suggest that its made up. Whatever, people need integrity. goodness...

5th period--chemistry.. i like that class but its done.

7th period. hoorayyy

why do i feel so gloomy as i look back on today?? Oh, maybe its because three people tried to avoid--aka reject--signing my yearbook :[
talk about feeling loved. Makes me reflect if i was a good enough friend for that person... have i faltered in being a good friend? have i?... i remember Freshman year when Jesse said "you get angry easily"--awww it was true though. sorry Jesse; i've been trying to make it up.

Blahh. But the day turned out to be really good thanks to my dad :]
I love my papa...he actually made me happy... turned everything upside down. While in the car, i turned down the radio and just felt like talking to him. He was in such a cheery mood, it rubbed off of me. :] hahaha We told stories. Then i asked him to take me to the library and Borders... swweeet of him, he bought my brother books--bought him books!! :D I dont know, my dad's so sweet, and caring, and understanding, and patient, and just so loveable.
i wish to treat him better--better than he treats me. I owe him so much.. i dont even know how to start.. no.. how to make it up to him.. no... how to repay all this love he gives me...
i know one thing for sure, i'd like him to take care of my kids... i love the way he spoiled my brother and i just enough to be caring and compassionate towards family... i love the way he's so religious but doesn't force JEsus down our throats... i love the way he tries to teach through his actions--teaching us patience by being patient with us.

i love my dad

hahaha advance father's day?

nah, thats special.

well, off to do teacher recommendation. hooray -_-

Monday...

was a bore. Stayed home all three-day weekend. It was alright, pretty relaxing actually.

But i hated it.

Especially Sunday...i tried to keep myself occupied cause I knew my friends were having fun at the park for Victoria's party. Well, there goes another time when i didn't show up.

It's all good, i'll just keep telling myself that

Parentals finally came home today. yippie! And its decided... red... yup :]

Last night was crazy. All i gotta say is wow. My hairbrush is now in the trash -_-

hahaha So Legend of the Seeker is officially over... and let me tell you, the season finale was pretty good :] ahhh, i love that show... so intense and plus, the guy's pretty damn fine. ;]

I present to you, Craig Horner

Its sad how nobodys ever heard of this series on channel 36...its really good. So i'm endorsing it...even though the season's done already. Sa'll good... check out the videos on the site.

:p Yearbooks. homework. Finals. Party. Brownies? Yeah, i want to bake brownies... Working Out. blahhh

i'm so ready for summer. period.

Just Starting...

up a new blog site? What??

Didn't i already tell myself that i'd stick to writing in my little black journal.. haha guess not. Left off with a journal entry in mid-January?? Well, i can't blame myself... junior year was so hectic! Can't believe its almost over! But, on the bright side, summer!!

This week, i actually baked with friends, which I've been wanting to do ever since who knows when. It's fun--great bonding experience. Too bad no one bought any! They tasted just as good as they seemed; so delicious! Guess it just proves that our school is conscientious about their calorie diets. Unlike them, i just kept eating the cupcakes that we made for 3 hours.
High school, why dont you appreciate hardwork?! ":] i'm kidding

Last night, my choir and i had to sing for Father Dan's Mass. I'd say we were well prepared for the task at hand but why, all of a sudden, was i nervous the moment we began our entrance song?! OMGSH. The audience was so loud, singing their own harmonies. Threw us off, couldn't even hear ourselves, and what? YES, i felt like i had to keep up with their pace since they were so loud. :[
(i make it sound like a competition, even though there isn't supposed to be a competition.
why so serious? It's "Church Singing"... hahaha but its competition for the Church choirs... and may i say that Resonating Faith, yeah thats us ;] , captured the audience with "This is My Desire" FO SHO yeeeee)

anyway, after mass and reception, got home--thanks to Ariana and her sister--and i began watching my Filipino Teleserye. Cried -- my life is average. hahaha

In speaking of my life is average, Jomar told us about a site called "My Life is Average", which is similar to "FML". hahaha
"What would you say?"
I said, "I went to the bathroom, opened the stall, looked at the toilet, and realized I couldn't reach the toilet or the toilet seat covers--located what seemed to be 6 feet above the actual toilet itself. MY LIFE IS AVERAGE"
Yes, i had to tiptoe while squatting to pee. SUCCESS. i didn't miss, unlike all the other people at school who miss the toilet seat.

WHAT THE F?? it pisses me off how i go to the bathroom, close the door for the stall i'm in, and look down, and its either sticky or wet. Seriously, how can a GIRL MISS THE TOILET?!?! All we do is sit. Guys stand and have to manuver their thingy-ma-jigs. LOL

X] hahaha i'm actually laughing out loud.

End of story..
good story, tell it again :]